I long for the day when I am able to wholly give myself, my trust, my everything over to God. I pray about it....talk about it.....and even dream about it. Then something happens...dun dun dun..the Flesh takes over "I can do this, I will take matters into my own hands" HELLO you can't, and that, is that. It will NEVER EVER EVER work out if you don't give it over to GOD.

 

 Note: Heart tell head, head listen to heart, got it....oops reality.

 

 I know people out there who have given it all to Him and have great success with it (duh) but for some reason I find it very difficult to just R.E.L.E.A.S.E. It's hard not to question or be like "ok so God here is what I want" sometimes He doesn't care what you want because HE knows what is best END OF DISCUSSION. So once again today I will pray about it, and today WILL be the day. If not I will start all over again tomorrow....eventually I will get it!! That is the great thing about God is that he won't give up on us!!

 

Once upon a time I let go and let God and got this
 lil bit of
Fantasticness!!